saw this the last month during the march holidays when i went tanning with Ping... maybe it's a sign... a black angel looking thingy... telling me things are gonna be tough... beware!!! =x

last week was crazy... classes disrupted... weekends burnt for carnival in school... monday was kinda normal... tuesday was a half day.... at night was just pure tiring... thank goodness wednesday was a school holiday... thursday gone by quickly... and vuola... here's my long awaited long weekend... which.... i'm just gonna nua till i'm happy... though i have to prepare some work for school too of course... but that can come on saturday perhaps? hehe... yes... i AM procrastinating... =D

parents off to hongkong tomorrow.... i so wanna go on a short getaway too... but there's no planning and it's too short... and i think i should just save up for the much more relaxing trip at the end of the year that's gonna be planned with the people...

i'm starting to panic again that i won't be able to get into NIE by july.... i have a feeling that my principal and vice principals think that i'm not suited to be a teacher... then what next? i'm gonna cry and feel utterly useless... and then the emo things will flow through and i'll be once again... lost... =x it's a bugging feeling that's inside me now... cos it's already april... a month more for recommendation... and i don't see any assessment to make me eligible for school... =( worried sick i tell you... very very very worried to the point where i don't really wanna interact with people... and am a little edgy now... =(

anyways... worries aside... the holiday have started... and i'm gonna enjoy it while i can before monday comes again... EPT's next next week... please let me have a easy conversation topic and not make me stutter like an idiot and fail the oral part again... that'll be so embarrassing... =x

night world... i'm gonna sleep and wake up when i feel like it... =)