FYP's report done... and it feels great to have a load off my back.. hehe... poster for FYP's also halfway done.. or at least i've done my part... =) i now feel happier... muahahaha... no more of that tugging feeling that i've not done things before the date lines and stuff... i feel lighter now...not literally of course... =x i should feel lighter literally too... baahh.... being fat is bad... i'm so fat i'm disgusted sometimes... =x so weight concious you say... yes i am... and i'm trying to do something about it... =x trust me... i really am... haha... though it doesn't seem to be very effective.. and Yakult or Vitagen or Prune Juice or any kind of laxatives don't seem to have any effect on me... and i'm totally not kidding... even my watermelon juice don't work on me anymore... =( i should get food poisoning... muahahahaha... crazy cynthia... =x

anyways... here's a solemn part of the entry... my beloved Poxie died... =((( tragedy struck on the 12th of December... his news made me cry uncontrollably... in the lab... on the bus home... at home... =x he made me cry so bad... Alvin thought something more serious happened... but when i told him it was a hamster who died... i think he kinda think i was being childish or something like that... or rather those that were in the lab at that time thought i was crazy or something for crying over a rodent... but i guess they'll never understand... i watched him grow... from when he was a week old... till he was a year plus... he's like my child... to see him grow and becoming healthier... and he's the tamest hamster i've ever gotten... he never fails to make me smile so wide and laugh at his silly actions... or make my heart warm up whenever he responds to me when i call his name... he's like a tiny dog... he knows when to come back to me... he's toilet train too... so here's to Poxie..

Poxie, Beloved Boy (29th November 2006 - 12th December 2007)

to the good times he gave the family

to the laughter and joy he brought along

to seeing him grow into a fine boy
to making the family heart warm up when he's around
to the widest smile he always gives me
and lastly to the many times he never fails to make me love him more everyday...
to Poxie the dog-like hamster
may he rise to heaven and rest in peace
animal god bless
now a minute of silence for him.....
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and now... pictures from open house... boredom that makes us do stuff... even playing frisbee in the Agora hall... haha... but i didn't take a picture of that of course...

me, fake tan tan and jas

my cheeks got bigger instead of my eyes... =x

that's me and jas

first jialing

then me

then eunice

then it was andrea's turn

i got stranded at the bus stop cos of the ubberly duperly superly enormously huge rain... =( so huge that you can't see what's in front if you're driving... seriously... the raindrops were big... and at that time... i felt so miserable... i was cold and i got wet and i was hungry... just imagine how that really felt man... =x the feeling was so horrible that i wished the rain would just go away... =( it's making me very grouchy and sad and alone and negative and not wanna do anything but hide in a corner and be upset about the whole world... then the me issues will start coming... =( baaahhh... i used to like rainy days... but now.. they just makes me sad... and i hate that... =(

i'm falling sick... =( i've got the cough... and the sometimes runny sometimes blocked sometimes itchy nose... and sneezes keep coming.. damn the weather... getting sick when the hols are coming isn't a great idea... no way~!!!!

on the lighter note... here's briefly what's done in school today... i came early to school today... and i mean very early that i'm the first to reach school... i'm even earlier than jas... lol... unbelievable yet true... hahaha... then it was stoning the whole day and during the minimal and getting annoyed by that woman who doesn't seem to comprehend things well... and getting screwed during 3rd meeting thanks to her too... and then it was ut... then that was it... home sweet home by getting stuck in the rain for 2 hours... =x

here's what need to be desperately done....

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i give you gaaaatssbieeeeeee~
gaaatssbiee~
gaaaatssbieeee~~~
that was total randomness... haha... that song's ringing in my head... and i have many versions of it... personalized ones... wanna hear it... ask me... =))

some stuff... i'm bored... very bored... 3rd meeting now and i'm here blogging... =x i just shows.. i'm really really bored... i need to kill some of the boredom.. playing deal or no deal for 3rd meeting.. =x no models... no prize money... rewarding thing.. a chance to get an A for class... haha... school context wise... the best reward... =)

D-day's today... why... cos structural bio ut's after school... like seriously... it's the doomest day of the week... =x i still can't comprehend why the hell did take structural bio... i feel so cheated... baahh... stop whining about the wrong choice cynthia... live with it... it's gonna end soon already... die die also must cruise through it... =) haajaa haajaa faitin... gambateineh.... jia you...

i'm high on nothing today... i have no idea why... prolly the lack of sleep... sleep's helps people to keep sane... haha... cynthia's logic... muahahahahahahaha... lalalallalalalalalala i'm spouting nonsense here... =) i love nonsense... stuff and nonsense... whatever nonsense...

gonna watch enchanted with jas later... hehehe... weee~ mcdreamy's on big screen... patrick dempsy... my prince charming... muahahahahahahaha

randoming again:
what i wanna be and achieve doesnt necessary always happens... yet i still dream... i wanna be a career woman... i wanna be able to upkeep my own lifestyle... i also wanna be successful... i wanna this i wanna that... i will achieve them... will i? have confidence cynthia... =x
end that randomness now...

byebye... i'm gonna deal or no deal now... =)