many times i wanted to blog... yet when i come to the page for writing... i just lose interest in blogging... i wonder why... is it that i don't have anything to say? well i do have something to say... but i just got lazy to write it all down... so here's what's been happening....

got a new com for myself... not exactly my com... but it'll be mine for awhile... and things are better now cos there won't be anymore nonsense about not being able to start up... but i feel kinda bad using my dad's labby cos now he has to sit in front of the desktop in his room to see his stuff... and he was so excited about this com when he first got it... now... it's mine... but he ain't gonna get me a new com... so i have no choice but to use his... hopefully he changes his mind and decided to buy me a new one from school next year or something... then he can have his computer back... =) daddy's still the best at electronic stuff... =D

girlfriend came over to stay on friday... and then on saturday... baked cookies in the middle of the night and it took quite a long time for us to bake everything finish... it was really tiring... baking's tiring... cooking's tiring... but i still like making cookies... cos they are the easiest to make... hehe... the result of our cookies? here it is...


we made a christmas edition of the cookies(left picture) and the normal editions(right picture)... i'm rather satisfied with what we made... haha... it's hard work... real hard work... next up... we're gonna go tanning and be budget tourists around sentosa... =D
how fun... i love girlfriend to be around... i get to play with her and do silly things... but of course... she coming back made me put on weight again... sigh... but it's all worth it... she's aroung to play with me at least.... =D

i have a family in class now... and a very complicated one too... haha... with lots of affairs and defects in the genes... haha.... here's the overview...

Jing Sheng: my ah gong who has lots of affair
Shu Min: my ah ma... one of the affair from my ah gong
Yi Ting: my ah ma's sister... reason being that both of them don't talk and they talk just as soft... she married Muthu... producing a son which is Selwyn a.k.a Uncle Muthu...
Benjie: Nai pa a.k.a Nanny... with the family since Gifford's generation...
Gifford: my papa... known to being a social mascot... which explains the number of siblings i have...
Si Hui: my mama... known to be very fierce and child-like causing me to be child-like too... and carrier of down syndrome...
Yong Lee: my long distance uncle... son of one of ah gong's affair... his mother married bill gates thus he's called Bill William... he's gay and adopted a son with his partner... and Jia Hao's the son...
Selwyn: the family's prata man... every sunday we'll go eat prata at his restaurant... also known as Uncle Muthu... he married Laseina...
James: my younger brother oldest son...
Jing Hong: Down syndrome 2nd younger brother... he's the kid of everybody... cos he's plain dumb... abused by all... and everyone enjoys it... including him... =D have a wife from Malaysia that's bought by our Nanny... and that's Doreen... her life's difficult cos she got to look after a retarded husband.... plus... they got a son... and that's Zhi Cong(the youngest of all)...
Julius: 3rd younger brother... the walking encycopedia... and a.k.a braces boy... linked to a fac called Cristina... =D
Jasmine: my youngest sister... her childhood lover... Luke...
Aaron: my speck of shit dust ex-husband... a fetish for 大姐姐s... so i divorced him... and that's how he becomes my speck of shit dust... he has HIV for fooling around too much with those 大姐姐s... LoL... in other words... he's a social mascot like my papa.... hahahahahhahahahahahhaha.....
Elias: he's GOD... no offence to those religious people... it's just something that we take it as a joke... please don't take this too seriously... no offense to all Gods out there...

so there you go... my "family" tree... the complications yet the fun of it... my class ain't that bad after all... i hope i didn't left any one else out of the tree...

tomorrow's MCB... i don't like my group... and i don't like the fac that's coming in tomorrow... =X i dislike tuesdays... yuck... yuck... YUCK!!!! how am i gonna survive tomorrow... the thought of it makes me sick... =S i'm gonna ignore unwanted people tomorrow and not cross paths with him... he sucks... *pui!* UT tomorrow... cell culture... i hope i can score... i pray that tomorrow i'll understand the questions that are being set... especially the calculations thingy... i cross my fingers and hope that i won't screw that up... had a practice on it today courtesy of Hui Cheng... and so far i manage to understand what they were asking... but still quite blur... gonna go study already... although my eyes are shutting... yikes... STUDY!!!!!

chao... bon nuit! i'll write again...

the 16th of November 2006... Hamstie left me unexpectedly... i've never felt such sadness before for my hamsters... but he's a special one... i don't know why... somehow he makes me happy whenever i play with him or just disturb him from his sleep for the sake of doing it... he puts a smile on my face even when i'm down... but he's gone now... and i miss him... it's been 2 days... yet i still can't get over it... he may be just another rodent... but to me.. he's like Coco... he's more than that... he's like family... 2 and half years... all the nonsense and fun i had with him... no matter how busy i got... i'll find time to take him out and let him run around... i miss my baobei hamstie... =((((( but he's coming back no more... =(( a day after his death... i saw a rainbow unexpectedly in school... it wasn't raining or anything.. yet a big nice rainbow appeared... i guess it's a sign telling me that Baobei's doing fine up there... but i still feel want him to be here with me... =( sigh...

chao... bon nuit... i'm tired... physically... mentally.... emotionally... argh!!!

labby's been sick for a few days... since friday it went cranky... then it broke down on tuesday... went acer on wednesday... they gave me the wrong diagnosis... how stupid... later daddy found the problem... and now labby's not that sick anymore... daddy's still the best... =D he fixed my labby... fixed my watch... he fixes everything... hehe... he's gone to buy labby's part for me today.. called just now to check on labby... but at the wrong time... cos i was having lesson.. and it was halfway through my presentation... =X so i made the talk brief... he's gonna buy a RAM for labby now... you see.. labby has a spoilt RAM instead of a spoilt hard disk... but acer told me it was a spoilt hard disk.. told daddy that... then he bought a 80GB hard disk for me... so now he wasted 100 plus for the hard disk and have to add 30 plus bucks for a new RAM... acer tried to cheat my money... so warning to all acer users... don't bother going to the service centre... they are apparently a bunch of noobs who anyhow diagnose your PCs... and make you pay a bomb... they are now condemn... just like IT helpdesk is... =)

Immuno now... and i'm bored... so i'm here talking lots of crap and tryinh to fill space... =D now let's have a recap on this week's happenings.. =D

Tuesday:
went singing with almost half the class.. Party World ain't as good as Kbox.. expensive and they chase us out even before it's time... so yeah... Party World's black listed i guess... but they room's ubber big that's for sure... weren't that high on tuesday though... somehow we didn't really go crazy... and we wonder why... haha... no hokkien songs? haha... well we did sing a couple... but i think that's not enough... hehe... so at 11... we were all kicked out of the room... some had school the next day... so we all headed home... went supper with Benjie... and then home... reached home by 1... not very late... and Benjie got freaked out walking out of my house estate... haha... imagine me walking through that every time i go home late... LoL...

Wednesday:
out of my house by 10 plus to disgnose labby... and of course they didn't help... had to call daddy to ask him if i should pay 200 plus for my hard disk...(which is would like to say again... wasn't spoilt... stupid acer people...) and obviously he said no cos he knows that that's a total rip off... so he said i should just tell the guy forget it... and he'll fix it for me... which of course he did... =D had a long long talk with my darling... and F.Y.I she's coming back this sunday!!! yippeee!!!!! anyway... talked till she needed to nap before she heads back to the books for exams that is taking place today... =D her last paper and she'll be back... oh yay!!! so yea... then i'm asleep...

so now i'm here.. in class... waiting for time to pass and school to end... and home to get my labby well again... cos it's ubber slow... have i said that? well i'm saying that again then... =D

i think this doesn't seem to have a limit as to how much i can write... so if i were to go on and on and on ranting about what my life is all about... though there's not much there is to it... then people will get sick of reading this ubber long entry... so i'm gonna make this entry extra long... that longest i have ever written... even when i don't have anything to say anymore... i'm still got rant and rant and rant... till it gets kinda irritating cos people will realized that i'm saying the same things over and over again... but i don't care... or do i care? actually... i don't care... haha... this is really nonsense... so how much nonsense can i actually write? the answer is.... I DON'T KNOW!!!!!! so i'm crappy now... in fact... very crappy...

oh have i said that i'm out of businessmen's sport? as in tennis... though people say that golf is then businessmen and rich men's sport... but tennis is too if i'm not wrong... cos tennis is actually a graceful sport that in the past only rich people can play... or so say Uncle Fook Wah if i'm not wrong... whatever it is... i'm out of it... i wanted to quit... but they sacked me instead... so i guess they beat me to it... hehe... anyhow... i'm also quite tired of going to trainings already... i think now i'll go jogging and swimming instead... and do my yoga... ummmmmmmm........

okay... this is really crazy... i think i'm running out of nonsense to say... i'm bored... and the reason why i'm writing all this crap is cos i'm trying to keep awake in class... or the next thing i know... i'll be in my wonderland... it's only the 2nd last group.... it's madness... so much for 10mins per group... more like half an hour per group... so now thursdays are boring.. tuesdays are tiring... mondays are entertaining... and fridays are normal... wednesdays of course are the best days... cos i've no school... =)

i shall end my nonsense here now before the internet gets cut off... maybe this be a blessing or a curse to those that actually reads what i'm writing... i'm outta here... ciao... bonjour...

helped mummy with gardening today... replanted her green pepper look alike chilli plant and plant more chilli plant plus a veggie with 5 sides.. don't know what it's really called and wrapping the guavas on the guava plant... and it's fun gardening... getting all dirty with the soil and stuff... something that i haven't done since i don't know when... used to helped with picking the dead leaves and removing weeds when i was in primary and secondary school... but now... i hardly even notice the new plants in my garden... part of growing up eh... missing the small little details around the house now... so many things i have no idea where they are placed... and yet i live in the house... the irony of it all... too caught up in my own life eh... does everyone get through such stuff too? i see my parents everyday since now i don't go out after school to save money... and yet i still don't know what's happening in their life... i guess it's a sign that i start paying attention to every detail in the house and the happenings in my family...

was in malysia the whole day on saturday... it's was a grocery spree.. bought tons of fruits and necessities till the whole car's loaded with them... and i mean literally.. it was packed... that's the wonder about malaysia... everything's so cheap that you don't realize you're overbuying cos everything's half price...

there's something wrong with labby... it isn't working properly... now the sound ain't working properly either... and i have no idea why... i'll have to reformat it tomorrow... hopefully they could get it done before UT... if not i'm screwed... and talking about UT... i haven't studied... =X argh!!!! so screwed in everything...

i'm going off... ciao... bon nuit!!! so screwed!!!

class ended early for the first time... and now i'm in class idling... =) i'm trying to write something of substance here now... but i think i'm not writing anything of that sort so... bye... =D

oh... more Blythe Dolls for me!!!! yay!!!! having a new one soon... =D

bonjour... ciao...

out with cuzzie today for show... The Convenant... not exactly a very fantastic show... it's better off as a series... it's ubber lame... and there's no ending in fact... it just lingers there... i suppose there'll be a second to it... and hopefully it gets better.... plus point for the good bods and looks in the show though... haha... the guys are really good looking with nice bods... and the girls... there's only 2 featured in it most of the time... so yeah... they are quite ookay i guess...

i randomly bought a new bag while browsing... i wanted to get a new bag... and the bag happened to appear in front of me with a reasonable buy... so i bought it... =D i like my bag... it's red... big... and not bad looking... and cheap too... well... quite cheap actually... i don't know if 39 bucks for that bag is a good buy... but it did seem like a good buy to me... cheaper than those i saw at Far East in fact... so yeah.. i just bought... now i can cross out the mental list of getting a new school bag... hehe...

went browsing at a toy shop today and saw a Blythe Doll that i wanna add to my starting collection... yup yup... a new friend for my Bunny Girl, Bungie... a tea party Blythe... uh-huh... then she's gonna have tea with Bungie... hehe... gonna save to get her... hopefully she's still there when i've save enough money... or even better... a nicer one for the same price... weeeee!!!! more Blythe Dolls for me... hurrays hurrays... that is if i can save enough for one... =D i can do it... =) *fingers crossed*

cell culture UT tomorrow... shucks... that's no ppt for me to study or have reference for... cos the past few lessons are all lab prac... no ppt no nothing... it's all in the head.. all what i can remember.. which i don't remember a thing... =X so screwed... so what am i suppose to revise? the protocols? i don't even have lab reports to reference on... dang... i hope when the paper comes to me... i'll be able to remember something and give an answer... the worst thing is i don't know how to do the split ratio thingy or calculating don't what... i catch no ball in that section... argh!!!! i hate calculations... i was never good with them... and i think i'll never will... =S let the paper be not so tough tomorrow... *double cross fingers*

i'm off to bed no already... my eyes are shutting... i'm exhausted... and i'll be mentally exhausted tomorrow... what's with UT and lessons... gonna burst... Joyce's coming back in 1 week 3 days time... =D bonne nuit!! ciao...

in lab now... doing nothing... just idling... done all i could in the lab already... hopefully my cells ain't contaminated... although i have a feeling they are... hehe... and if they really are... i think i'm screwed... or rather... i AM screwed... haha...

thought today had UT... but found out that's it's tomorrow... uh-huh... it's good thing i guess... 1 more extra day to study... hehe... full fledged UTs coming my way already... dang... i hate UTs... and i'm not an encycopedia yet... so unprepared... now i feel the stress... =X

went spreeing on saturday with cuzzie Janice... and i really mean spree... bought a pair of shorts... 2 tops... and my mp3.. yup yup... spent lots of money that day... so guilty of spending so much lar... i need to save... save and save... so that when christmas comes... at least i can spree again... haha... but at least i bought what i finally want... though the 2 tops were really unecessary... haha... i just felt they look pretty... so i bought them... hehe... spotted a wollen jacket at Giordano that's pretty... but cost me 69 bucks... so i didn't get it... perhaps another time... hehe...

2 more weeks till Joyce's back... 2 more weeks till i go for a one day work... 3 more weeks till i'm going for a day tour in malaysia... 4 more weeks till HOLIDAYS!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeee~ so much to look forward to... =D can't wait... wednesday is cuzzie bonding day again... LoL... though i think my cuzzie is dumb... LoL... she thinks wednesday lasts forever... haha... she wanna squeeze eveything on wednesday... watch movie... eat buffet... shopping... and what have you... don't remember already... but i know it's a lot of things... sometimes i wonder if her brain's there... LoL...

lab is still going on... everyone's bored... idling... and just wasting time... it's already 3... and we haven't even gone into discussion and 6ppt... argh!!! what a waste of time... boredom... boredness... BORED!!!!!

i'm done writing here already... i'm gonna be out... bonjour... ciao~

new bloggie for me… =) love it… hehe… had the sudden urge to change my whole blog eh… so i had to go through all the trouble of telling people to relink me... hehe... taggie's changed too... no more Flashbox... now's it's Cbox... won't be so full of problems now eh...

the internet's ubber slow now... stupid starhub connection... it got cut off... and now i'm leeching on someone else's network which is now very fast... so it takes forever to load one webpage... who irritating and waste of time... =X

kbox with classmates[Benjie, Julius, Gifford, James, Benjie's girlfriend and their friend] on halloween day... was very high... oldies were being played and sang and we all got high... LoL... took some videos of it... all those hokkien songs and ubber old chinese songs that my Tua Gu always sings and my mother's favourite hokkien song... Wu Nu... then there's my father's ringtone music... Ai pia zai aye yia[however the han yu pin yin should be].... it's really fun... hehe... gonna do it again when the 2nd round of UT's over... =) Kbox madness!!!! weeeeee.....will upload those videos when i learn how to put videos on blogs... not very familar with this kinda stuff you see... cos it's doesn't teach me how to... got home real late that day making Mummy mad... she wasn't happy that i came home late on a weekday even though the next day it was my day off... and it's partly my fault too i guess... i didn't tell her that i was coming home that late.. so she was mad for the right reason... in fact my parents were mad... my mum nagged at me the next day and Daddy refused to talk to me the whole day... i deserve it i guess... so it's my bad... i'll tell her the next time... =)

tomorrow's UT... i haven't completely making my notes and studying... and now i'm blogging instead of studying... =X argh!!!! i don't like UTs... then again.. i don't like school... school's a drag... and i've been saying that like forever... =X but it's true... somedays... i just stone in class and not know what the hell is going on... other days... i would be like rushing to cramp everything i know but end up screwing the whole presentation up all the same... grades isn't what i expected... in fact it's getting worse... walking encycopedias everywhere... it's stressful.. =S aye... i want my holidays to come quick... cos when they do come quick... it means Joyce is back to play with me... HURRAYS!!!! and also means away from dreaded Woodlands... YAY!!!

my cough doesn't wanna go away... argh!!!!!! it's making me feel terrible... making me wake up in the middle of the night... coughing so badly that i feel like puking... =X no kidding... it's killing me... cough mixtures are disgusting and useless... water's my best friend now... it's always filled with H2O to keep my cough from getting worse... but not any better either... maybe i should make a trip down to the polyclinic soon... though it's a little long to wait for the doctor to see me cos of all the people... but it's cheap... and the funny thing is the doctors there are very fast in their consultation but it takes forever to see them... like how dumb is that... don't understand what's the hold up about... not efficient at all...

saturday's a date with my Cuzzie... she's finally meeting me instead of her boyfriend... haha... so she remembers that her cuzzie here is single and decided to accompany her... haha... how nice... so there i go... having a date with her... but before that... i have a date with the school... again... for clean and green week exhibition... cos this sunday... the PM will be coming to look around school to see how green and clean our school is and after that it'll be sort of like a carnival... and i have to memorize what's on the poster... =X short term memory isn't gonna help me... oh my... i'm screwed... but heck... for the points... i've got to do it... after that is settled... i have something else to worry about and that's PP... i can't even find a freaking person to interview... i so stuck at PP... prolly i'll go interview vets... like when Joyce is back and gonna do her attachment in a clinic.. i'll interview her boss... yup yup yup.... good idea... if that fails i'll prolly doing a unrelated interview for PP and that's interviewing my mum or dad... haha...

i heading to my bed now... my eyes are like gonna shut soon... ubber tired now... another long day at school again... don't think i'll be going out tomorrow either... gotta keep my parents happy by coming home for dinner with them... bon nuit! people...