i've got my hair straightened...
lalalallalalala
my PP poster's done..
lalalallalalalala
i'm so broke...
boo boo boo boo
poster for PP isn't printed...
boo boo boo boo
UTs are coming...
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i wasted my day on my hair and waking up late... =( didn't get to print my poster cos many told me sunshine plaza's print shops are close on sundays... =( which means... tomorrow i've got to rush down to print... and the worse part... i don't know how to get there... =x so in conclusion... i'm screwed... i'll have to figure a way to get there one way or another... i can't read map for nuts... =( sigh... someone bring me there? baaahhh.... i should have a a GPS... =x

bye

life's a rush... and i'm not getting enough sleep... i getting mixed up with dates... i'm panicking over lots of things... and i'm not thinking properly anymore... it's only a week after the 1 week break... but it felt like the break was long gone for many donkey months... aye... this is horrible...
when there's silent wars going on within a clique... what do one do actually? well... i'm doing nothing to it and continue being with the closer clique of the clique... seriously... things are getting very out of hand... and the some of the conflicts don't make sense... =x so what exactly are they not satisfied with each other about? something so hard to just compromise? something that can't be forgiven and forgotten? fighter's club is facebook is getting so out of hand now... it was fun actually... till such things got personal... zzzzz seriously... grow up people... it's just a game... why get personal... seriously...

today's i left school surprisingly early... hahaha... and it was really kinda weird to leave school so early... in fact... leaving school early made me feel at a lost of what to do... hahaha... the habit of leaving school when classrooms starts to close is more of the norm... there's something wrong with today.. hahaha...

UT tomorrow... and i've made a deal with myself to sleep early... and not so late like yesterday... 3plus then sleep... it was total madness... i only had 3 hours of sleep and maybe even less... many sleeps to help me get through the day was used... like sleeping on the bus to school... and sleeping in class during first breakout to keep me awake in 3rd meeting... then sleeping in the train home... which i overslept and woke up just in time to see myself miss my stop... oops... hahaha... my tiredness totally shows... =x i've got to stop sleeping at odd hours... it's bad... =P

weight's been gained... =x it's scary... i'm gonna start running very soon... it's about time i shed those fats again and snacking is forbidden now... besides... i'm flat broke... i'm miserable... *faints* i should get a job... with money rolling in for me... so that i won't be so miserable all the time... or rather... i should be saving... and not going out so much to spend money... haha... my bank statement's shocking... seriously... why can't i be Izzie... with someone to give me close to 9million dollars... i'll definitely spend those money wisely... or i might not even spend it after all... baaahh.... keep dreaming cynthia.. like that would ever come true... Project Budget shall commence from tonight... no more spending on unnecessary things.. i'll stick to a tight expenses plan... i must and i will... don't doubt me... =)

christmas is in the air... =D decorations are up everywhere... this year's theme's Magical Christmas... with those nutcracker soldiers and ballerinas... ahhhhhhhh.... i love such themes... that's how christmas should be... the old school Nutcracker theme... i simply loving it... i won't be in singapore on christmas eve though.. i'll only in town on christmas day... and even so... it would the late late late christmas day... =x but it's a change.. family trip like finally... i don't know why i'm so excited about it... but i just seem to be... prolly cos the last time we did a family trip... it's was like 7 years ago? as we grow older... i guess we start to not have time for our family cos we're too caught up in our social life... no matter how one tries to keep a balance between both... it still gets neglected... i miss seeing my parents and having dinner with them sometimes... but nowadays... they themselves have plans of their own and our timing always never seem to meet each other properly... when i'm home for dinner... they have appointments... and when they're home for dinner... i'm not... we're becoming parrallel lines... we don't cross each other anymore... =x oh wells... at least i've still got sundays with them... but if i were to start entering working life... would even weekends be something impossible to spend time with them? i do hope i won't...

バイバイ(ja ne) おやすみなさい(oyasumi)

on the way

lost

very lost

finally ah cheng's house

me and sisi

watching battle of wits featuring of course ANDY LAU

the dare

SUSHI!!!

doraemon can't resist sushi too

me and the birthday girl

ah cheng's creation... potato salad

soft shell crab... yums!

the couple and the old man


me and ah cheng


idling


2nd round of dinner... pizza


1st birthday cake round


birthday girl and her birhday cake


my work of art


and the pretty birthday cake round 2... =)

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i don't know what to write... i'm bored...

okay... i'll say something... SOMETHING~ lol.... lame stuff... whatever... i have nothing to blab about... okay... i know...

i have sunshines... many sunshines... wanna know my sunshines? next time tell you.. i'm too lazy to say now... i'm just plain bored... =X boredoms bad... i'm blabbing nonsense... what's the point of blogging if there's nothing to say... then again... i'm blogging about having nothing to blog... so that's something that's i'm blogging... alrighty then... i have something to blog... and it's to blog about nothing... muahahahahahaha...

i'm not making any sense... so i think should stop before i make more senseless blabbing...

bon nuit!

it was indian's day 2 hours ago.... i'm prolly late... but still.. HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!

so here's what i did on indian's day... originally planned to skate... but too many people were skating and the rink closed at 5.15... =( so skating was rejected... had to find something else to do instead... was at a lost of what to do... so in the end... the guys went to play pool... after pool it was cheap meal at Cedele... hehe... thanks to big ben for knowing the people in there that we got cheap food... just like what happened on National Day... 10 bucks for food that's supposed to cost us 100 over bucks... that's like 10 times lesser!!! lol... anyhoo... after that it was BEE MOVIE!!!!! yay! though the show's ridiculous... but it's ridiculously funny... hahaha... and they got the mosquito sucking blood wrong... only female mosquitoes feed on blood... male mozzies don't... and and they got another thing wrong... pollination affects flowers... what has trees got to do with them? without pollination... the trees would just have dead flowers... so the tree will just be flowerless and fruitless... they won't wilt and die... they'll just leave one for years and years... leaves don't need pollination... maybe i got it wrong but won't leaves still grow without pollination? okay so the show got many facts wrong... but it's still a good show... =)) i've watched what i wanna watch... Brothers... Gameplan... Bee Movie... next up... HERO then the rest are all coming out in december... like another Andy darling movie that has Jet Li and Takeshi Kineshiro... then there's this candy shop show... and there's Golden Compass to look forward... aye... i'm such a movie buff... muahahahaha....

Cutie clothes are coming in soon... yayness!! =)) i love having packages coming in... so many packages to look forward to... spree packages brightens up my day... i'll be having new clothes soon... hurrays!!! sprees got me broke... but PSP made me even more broke... =x

LCD transplant for my baby's successful... she's all up and running and now she has a hardy cover to protect her... =D

pretty pink hardy cover for my baby with Octi

the inside... all fine and happy

seeable screen all nice and crackless... =D

i'm thinking of blinging up my baby... and making G-mask her... hehe... too make her even more prettier than she already is... kekeke... but then that'll have to push to later... after fixing her... i'm so flat broke... plus... i've still got other things i need to do first... blinging her up can wait... other things are more important... =D

i think it's about time i should head to bed... lab tomorrow again... one day i'll do a picture entry... =) anyhoo... time to sleep... night world... bon nuit!

things are taking it's turn for me now i guess... yesterday was awful... the worst day ever... the finale of my lousy streak... =x here's the list of lousy things that have been happening to me for the past few days... starting from last week monday... come to think of it... it is exactly 1 week of lousiness...

in accordance to the lousy days starting from monday

lousy thing #1: failed structural bio

lousy thing #2: did badly for cell cycle

lousy thing #3: alvin ain't happy about me not having a journal ready

lousy thing #4: don't know how to do cell cycle ut 2

lousy thing #5: screwed up for structural bio ut 2

lousy thing #6: dad ain't happy that i didn't go malacca with him

lousy thing #7: i fell flat on the ground with both knees bruised

lousy thing #8: my darling PSP's injured in critical condition

lousy thing #9: couldn't get anyone to save my baby



that was how lousy i was for 7 days... =x but today it's the start of a turn to the lousiness... i've gotten a satisfactory grade for my clinical trials ut1.... and my baby's gonna get her transplant tomorrow and be fine by night... =)) double happiness.. i'm going gonna bai bai tomorrow on the way to fix my darling... a thanks to the god i guess... though i don't have a religion it just makes me feel better praying... =) after this operation... i'm gonna give her protection... no matter how... cos i'm not gonna let her get hurt again... =) my darling's gonna be fine... i will be fine... love to the world... =D

before

after

see the badness of my baby.... but she's gonna be fine soon... =))

bon nuit my people... ja ne!

it's a little late to say this... but... here it goes....



celebration at ah cheng's house... got lost getting to her place... it's like so ulu panjang lar... anyhoos... we finally got there... stupid baboon took us the long way making us walk round and round till we were all sticky and yucky... what a pig... we spent the whole day at her place fooling around and eating... yeah... you have no idea the amount of food she ordered... then again... it might not be that much... prolly cos before dinner i had to drink like 8 cups of water... =x that's like too much water... at one shot... 8 cups may be good everyday... but not within 10 mins... lol... oh wells... my bad for being so unlucky...

played games at ah cheng's house... first was indian poker... the reason for me tanking 8 cups of water... then it was truth or dare... wasn't that bad... then it was truth or dare after 1st round of dinner... then it was talking after 2nd round of dinner... then it was cake time... after that... i was playing ludo with ah gong, jas a.k.a birthday girl and ah cheng and her hubby... and and and and.... i won!!! and her ludo's like ubber cute... they are all so huge... lol... i think i should get spongebob monopoly... can someone buy it for me? as a gift? hahaha... like for deepavali? or christmas? or new year? or valentine's day? or chinese new year? or any festival? hahaha... i'm still obsessed with spongebob monopoly... then again... if there's pucca pucca monopoly... it's a must get... cos she's just so cute... so cute that she's irresistable... anyways... jas likes her bear... yayness... let's go accessorize our bear together okay woman? =D

pictures will come soon... i'm too lazy to wait for blogger to slowly load the pictures... when i've got all the time in the world to wait then i'll do it... =))

bon nuit my people!

LOUSY



the word for me... i should seriously just go



DIE!!!!!




nothing's going right for me... studying and not studying what's the diff?? nothing... that's right... NOTHING AT ALL!!! whatever i studied didn't come out... twice it happened to me... how unlucky can i get?!?!?!?!??!?!? arrrrrrrrrrrgh~!!!!

seriously i should bang my head on the wall... oh no... even better i should just hang myself or just end my life.... what's the point of living if i won't have a future anymore... zzzzzzzzz why did i take a module that i know i'm going to do so badly... and ta da! see... it's really horrible now...
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i wanna just die... i wanna cry already... but i'm just holding myself back... cos i told myself never to shed anymore tears... yet there is this bubble inside me filling up and gonna burst any moment.... i don't wanna talk... i don't wanna do anything... i just want to have my grades become better... =(((( how long am i going to pretend to be happy when i'm not.... yet i don't wanna be very emo... i don't wanna be snappy to anybody... but i can feel the snappy me coming over to take over already... bahh... i hate this...

SIGH~!!

somebody just come and kill me... you can find me in RP on weekdays from 8.30am to 5pm or 6pm... mondays i'll be in W56G... tuesdays i'll be in W56K... thursdays i'll be in W55P and fridays i'll be in W55L... assasinators and those who want me dead... you're welcome to find me and end my life.... cos i wanna......................







DIE!!!!!!!!!!










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