i don't think i'm getting or will be getting any better at the rate my kids in school are treating me... i can't talk to them without raising my voice and making them listen... argh!!! it's so tedious to even speak let alone teach properly above all the noise that they are making.... i don't really like talking to parents... but they are really pushing the limits and forcing me to do so... ndshlichjhdghjszhxdvcgfbxdhsz

the doc should give me 2 days mc so that at least i can be half recovered... else... i'll always be depending on those irky meds.... and i'm already about to finish them but i don't see myself getting healthier... i'm still coughing like crazy.... stuck with a horrible blocked nose... and it's taking double the strength for me to speak prolly... my ears are blocked as well that it's making me really uncomfortable... =(( i am very miserable right now... please let me get better asap... i don't wanna feel like this... =(

tomorrow the cycle continues.... what am i going to do? =( another around of shouting isn't gonna help me... a prestigious school with horrible kids... how does that add up together? i don't understand... and worse still.... i have kids who are so bad in english and yet they do not wanna learn properly... how to sit for exams like that.... zzzzz

next monday's my EPT.... i have oral... how am i gonna do well? =( please let me be well by the end of the week... i really need to be clear headed when i sit for the test... it's really really really important that i pass the test and get into NIE by july.... =(

off to bed now... eyes are shutting with every second passing by...

night world....