went for an interview today... not gonna take the job though... cos they're gonna bond me for 2 1/2 years... =x i don't wanna be bonded... damn... why doesn't recruit express call me again... argh~!!!!! anyways.... i don't think i can handle early childhood stuff... i don't wanna bathe kids... =x i only wanna teach... i don't think i'll make a good carer... ask me to teach... i'll be glad... ask me to bond with them through meals or other means... i'm still glad to do it... but asking me to bathe them and sorts... maybe it's not my cup of tea... oh wells... there's goes the hope of me getting a full time job... i was this tiny weensy close to getting it... but the bond spoils it all.... =((

damn i need a job... back to flipping through recruit... and kingsfield got to call me... =(( maybe i should try for tuition centres instead of looking at child care centres.... it's all wrong wrong wrong... JOB WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!?!? =(

p.s: tsk tsk... how unthoughtful... you should be ashame of yourself... tsk tsk tsk...
p.p.s: anyone wanna buy me a blythe doll to increase the companionship for my the other 2? =D
p.p.p.s: anyone knows the best laxative? i'm so in need of one... cos all the other conventional laxatives does not have any effects on me... =(