i'm becoming an anti-social person... i don't like talking to people now... or rather... i'm very selective with the people i speak to... don't know what's wrong with me... the emo-ness eating me up i supposed... =x these days i seem to only wanna talk to cousin... and my sisters... and my Anna... for others... it not so much of a want... but rather... if they don't talk to me... then fine that kinda thing... people's changing... they are not what you thought they were already... those that once you could almost anything under the sun with suddenly seems so far away... or prolly i don't wanna talk to them cos it makes me feel that i shouldn't be bumming and get a proper job... a lab job at hospitals or whatsoever... everyone seems to be getting on real well now... argh... uselessness eating me up... next week i shall start going to the library again to start with my studying once again... i don't wanna bum anymore... i'm not gonna be a couch potato... i'm not gonna be brain dead... i'm not gonna be a bimbo with nothing in my mind except spending money and doing useless things...

i need some friend-loving... =( i'm so contradicting... whatever... i just need some loving now... i'm kinda at a lost with myself once again... the period of self-losing... haha... save me someone... =)

people's getting attached around me... it's the looooove season... summer love.. =) can i have my summer love too? haha... then after summer maybe we can have nothing to do with each other anymore... =) the bimbo's talking... please ignore... lol...

disgusting weather... no likie likie... *yuck* on the bright side... this week was coolness... classes on Monday and Tuesday was fun... cos i was making apple-less apple pie for the whole day on Monday and on Tuesday it was cheese-making the whole day... muahahhahahaha... and it was i must say... successful... everything turned out well... just that the kids unfortunately couldn't have their apple pie cos of time constrain... sooooo they only got to taste cheese on Tuesday... but no apple pie for them... and anyways... some classes i didn;t like them... cos they were rude and disrespectful... especially the classes in the afternoon... the classes in the morning were sweet kids... and talking to them were so easy cos they bother asking questions to learn instead of just thinking of eating whatever i was making for the day... the afternoon classes was all about eating and eating... and not wanting to learn... can you believe that? and to think they are coming from a rather good school.... shan't mention the school's name though... in case it spoils their reputation... but seriously... the school should do some self-reflection sometimes and not blame the outsource company for their pupils' misconduct and bad results cos the students have to also play a part in wanting to learn... it's takes 2 hands to clap see...

Ah Ling Jiejie's coming back next Monday.. =D yayness.... all my sisters are back... i have company again... though when they come back they'll be busy again... but at least they'll be contactable easily and there'll be days when i'll definitely see them at home... =D

swimming yesterday... =) the water felt good... cool and nice... just the kind of thing for such horrific weather... suana was good too... lots of water loss... haha... but was all taken back in during meals... =x
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT BADLY!!!! =( HELP!!! SOMEONE GET ME NIVEA MY SILHOUETTE!!!

pay's coming in soon... hurrays... not gonna overspend this month... shall keep my bank not so pathetic... i'm gonna save save save... trust me... no more self-indulgence... =D

shopping anybody? be it window-shopping or tiny shopping... but definitely clever shopping... =)

chao... i'm going off... my drama channel Ch55's back... hurrays... but the movie channel with tons of my beloved Andy Lau shows would be gone... =( booo.... i need both channels... plus of course my educational channels and cartoon channels and ch 18 and 19... yes... i know... i'm such a tv freak... boredom drives me to do this...

i wanna learn sewing... =D and high school musical ice tour anyone? muahahahaha!!!

byeeeeee