Friday, November 02, 2007
, 5:11 PM
LOUSY the word for me... i should seriously just go
DIE!!!!!nothing's going right for me... studying and not studying what's the diff?? nothing... that's right... NOTHING AT ALL!!! whatever i studied didn't come out... twice it happened to me... how unlucky can i get?!?!?!?!??!?!? arrrrrrrrrrrgh~!!!!
seriously i should bang my head on the wall... oh no... even better i should just hang myself or just end my life.... what's the point of living if i won't have a future anymore... zzzzzzzzz why did i take a module that i know i'm going to do so badly... and ta da! see... it's really horrible now...
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i wanna just die... i wanna cry already... but i'm just holding myself back... cos i told myself never to shed anymore tears... yet there is this bubble inside me filling up and gonna burst any moment.... i don't wanna talk... i don't wanna do anything... i just want to have my grades become better... =(((( how long am i going to pretend to be happy when i'm not.... yet i don't wanna be very emo... i don't wanna be snappy to anybody... but i can feel the snappy me coming over to take over already... bahh... i hate this...
SIGH~!!somebody just come and kill me... you can find me in RP on weekdays from 8.30am to 5pm or 6pm... mondays i'll be in W56G... tuesdays i'll be in W56K... thursdays i'll be in W55P and fridays i'll be in W55L... assasinators and those who want me dead... you're welcome to find me and end my life.... cos i wanna......................
DIE!!!!!!!!!!=((((((((((((((