i bought 2 new shirts today... it was such a random thing... was gonna go home when we passed the cart shop at Cineleisure... and they had shirts selling at 10 bucks per piece... material ain't that bad either... so i couldn't help but buy 2 at one go... and and i helped the girl reach her sales target... lol... darn... i spent money again... oh wells... it means less money on food = more weight lost... kekekeke... stupid thinking... but it's all for the better i hope... hahahaha... whatever...

these few days i've realized i've been a happier person... i noticed that my entries are much of a better tone compare to months back when i had a once-loved... my entries aren't so emo... i seem to be smiling and laughing alot ever since... and 2 days back i found out that i've been missing out on alot of stuff when i was blinded by what i thought was true love... and to come to think of it... true love doesn't have to come only from another half... in fact... true love comes in a warming way through friends and family... very cliche isn't it? but i think it's really true... i was walking home that night and i started to realized that i really had let go of what was in the past... i found out that i've been having people that are actually more than just mere classmates... but rather people that can talk to and have comfort in... and most importantly... the mention of HIS name doesn't make me feel hurt anymore... but rather more of a joke... HE can appear in front of me and i wouldn't have butterflies in my stomach anymore... is that a sign telling me that HE's just another memory and that i'm better now? haha... after that thought came into my mind... i felt so much lighter... not literally of course.. lol... i'm still heavy literally... i know that... =( haha... anyways... the thing is... i am really not cut out to be in a committed relationship yet i suppose... whenever i enter one... i either not bother about the whole thing altogether... or get all paranoid and depress... i wouldn't be able to laugh and smile like i used to... i just can't be myself... so i'm very thankful for what i have now... i've got friends like Jasmine who's a listener... Donkey Jiejie a.k.a Ju who's a nice "sister" to have... a baboon who's always entertaining... Yong Lee who's lamely nice... and a whole lot of others to go crazy with... i really started talking to these peeps only after getting out of a relationship... i conclude that relationships makes you lose out on many things... seriously... silly things are done together as a big group and yet we can laugh it out and have so much fun... we'll be there for each other one way or another... here's another conclusion... friendships last forever... relationships are friendship-breakers... i like things the way they are now... and i wished it'll always stay that way... one big happy family... they are the next closest people i have and cherish lots... aside from my girlfriends and family of course... =D the Queen's giving all her love to her wonderful peeps... many many many loves~ and it's a love that will never fade or given to another for sure...

saw a cute shirt at Queen's Couture today and it read: Tired of meeting Mr. Wrong? hahaha... i'm so tempted to get that top... but it's 49 bucks... any kind soul wanna get it for me? hahaha... the Queen's in need of a new wardrobe filled with tees... lol~

so dead for structural bio UT... =x

nights people~ by the way... the babies are getting better each day and i'm so so happy about it... and so....

this is Queen Cynthia.......................... out