one word to describe how i feel now: depressed

all the results that i've got for my UTs are depressing... i don't know if i should cry over my results or laugh about my stupidity... seriously... i'm starting to think i'm stupid.. everything isn't doing well for me... why is that so? i have no idea... yup... i think i suck... i mean... academics wise... then again... when have i ever been good? now the future's so vague... looking at the rate my results are going... i don't think i can go anywhere... =x sigh... i need someone to comfort me now... how long will i be able to hold this all in? i'm think i'm stupid...


I'M STUPID!!!!!


i hate myself for not being academically good... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! depression's really eating into me... =(((

help....

just leave me to die.... no... wait... don't leave me to die...

i wanna watch Chitty Chitty Bang Bang... =((((

bye