i'm sad cos he just left me like that...
i'm angry cos he just left me like that...
i'm not happy cos he just left me like that...
basically... i'm just feeling sad angry and unhappy cos he just left me like that...
on the bus... he just walked away... didn't care if i got down in time....
in the lift... he just walked and not talk to me at all or even hold me...
i'm an unhappy girl...
everything's bad the moment i woke up today...
today just sucks... and now... he's ignoring me... and i'm not gonna give in... it took me a very long while to convince myself to make peace with him... i was conflicting within myself if i should make peace... and when i decided to make peace... he came and crushed it... so now... i'm not talking... cos i don't want to be conflicting with myself...


it's funny... once i've got a boyfriend... this blog's about me and him and how unhappy i am whenever we are quarreling which seems to be all the time... i hate boyfriends... they mess me up... the worse part... when they are your project mates... you can't treat them as project mates... they must still be boyfriends... even if they do retarded things... even if they piss the shit out of you when we're doing the project... i've got to endure... endure and endure... cos if i blow up.. i'm being rude... i'm being this and being that and all those negative thing... argh!!!!! boys sucks... especially those that you love... argh!!!!!!!!!! i'm fed up... i'm not being appreciated... like hello... i did the whole poster by myself... with a little help from another team mate of mine... the least you can do is just do your homework and understand your stuff... instead of just gaming... and understanding only minimal... and read what you've written in your log book sometimes... it helps on asking the same question over and over again... it just proves you copy those stuff without knowing what you are writing... at this point of time... i just can't see you as my boyfriend... during project time... you can't be my boyfriend... i've got to see you as a team mate... i've got to tell you what's wrong... even if it means i've got to be rude to you... after lab.. sure... i'll be the most polite girlfriend for you ever... i'll be the sweetest... but not during lab... project time is project time... you've got to be serious... you just got to know what the hell you're doing... even if it means missing a week or 2 of dota... seriously... and you can't take how i treated you in lab to outside lab... what happens in the lab is as team mates.. after that... yes.. you're my lover... you're my boyfriend... in lab... i really see you as just a team mate... and not a boyfriend... when lab is over... i treat you as my boyfriend... you really got to get that straight... cos it's making us unhappy... argh!!!! seriously!!!

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