here's how sad my life is...

i can't get into uni....
i hate RP...
my grades sucks...
love life ain't as smooth as i thought it'll be...
final year project ain't going well...
high possibility of losing my boyfriend... be it me going overseas to study or the state we're in now... though i'm praying ubber hard that it won't come true...
i've very little friends who knows what i want and think...
my sisters are all academically better than me...
i'm the youngest... and the lousiest...

so there you have it... my sad life... or rather no life... i'm self-pitying myself... whatever... i ain't feeling right anymore... i'm no longer happy... i'm losing everything soon...

who's gonna be there for me when i need someone?

maybe disappearing and running away is the only solution after all..

i'm crumbling... that's what's happening to me now... crumbling into a bottomless pit of troubles... i'm alone... though i wish i wasn't... but that's all wishful thinking... no one's gonna pull me out of the pit... no more assurances... cos it's all gone... just gone... i'm a goner...

bye