FYP stress is taking it's toll on me...
i can't stand it anymore...
Alvin's driving nuts...
i don't know what i'm doing anymore...
i'm gonna go bonkers...
i have bad grades...
i'm bad at these things...
poly's not suppose to be this bad...
this is not going to be a good year ain't it?
i'm snapping at people when i know i shouldn't...
i want all these to end now...
it's not going to that soon...
how am i gonna survive the rest of the last year in this dreaded school?
how am i gonna stop feeling so uneasy all over everyday every minute everysecond?
so many things on my mind...
so many things i wanna scream out...
i'm suffocating...
argh!!!!!!
what's the point...
i ranting and ranting and snapping and frowning and faking and dreaming...
yet i'm getting no where...
aye..
aye...
aye....
i need a shrink...
i need anti-depressants...
i need a place to hide away and disappear for a long while till i think i'm fit to be back again...
but i can't...
i can never...
i don't have the luck of it...
*sigh*
i'm a loner...
i'll drown myself in misery...
drown myself with pills...
the depression's talking now...
yikes..