i dislike cramps... they make me feel terrible.. been feeling terrible the whole day in school... in fact i'm still feeling terrible right now... although after my movie i did feel a bit better... but now... it's back again... cramps affect my thinking... and my mood... and my ability to work well.. darn... why can't i be those lucky girls that never have cramps.. then i wouldn't have to feel terrible once every month... argh!!! i dislike mense... i dislike cramps... i dislike this part of being of the female gender... *sigh*

UT was horrible today... i don't know what the hell i was typing and trying to explain... i couldn't think straight... all i was thinking is sleep... fatigue was crawling all over me... after the test... i just felt like sleeping still.. taking away the pain that i was feeling... shucks...

watched Altered today... was a very random movie... didn't know what to watch see.. it was between Babel and Altered and some sappy korean love story... so i ruled that korean show out... then it was between altered and babel... scissors paper stone with that bugger but when he won he gave the look that he didn't wanna watch babel after all... so yeah... we settled for Altered.. that show's gruesome with an ultimately stupid and abrupt ending that made no sense... it's just totally stupid... and dumb... aye... wrong choice... oh well... i'm waiting for Andy Lau and Daniel Wu show to come out... which is 2 weeks later... 15 Febuary... hurrays!! i'm gonna watch that show... *claps*

watched The Illusionist with girlfriend bestie yesterday... people... go catch that show... the whole thing is just so clever.. and touching too... though it may seem boring... you'll not regret watching... the scheme of the lead actor and actresses is really good... it's so believing... it even had me fooled and the whole thing is so unexpected... go watch that show before it disappears from the box office... =D

i'm still comtemplating whether to go school tomorrow... some part of me wanna go school... some part of me wanna skip school... the thought of that woman... turns me off... but then again... if i were skip school tomorrow... i won't be able to skip school next week... maybe i should go school halfway and skip school... that way i won't be marked absent but rather partial... therefore i won't get an X which means i would be able to skip school next week... then again... it all depends on where i can bring myself to get out of my bed and make it to school without changing my mind before i step out of my house...

supper with the babes tomorrow night too... i'm gonna miss girlfriend bestie soon... she'll be returning soon and that's sad... tashie said she might be going over to aussie to study too soon... darn... i'll be all alone in this boring country after she's gone... although i don't meet up with her often... but having to know that one of your close friend is still in this utterly boring country comforts me... at least we can go find some entertainment out of this boring place even if it's boring entertainment at least it IS still entertainment... so yeah... my girlfriends are all going away and leaving me here all alone... *sigh*

i'm done spending time here already.. i'm off somewhere else... maybe some tv then sleep... or maybe just sleep... or whatever... bon nuit! chao!