i'm at the library now... and i'm supposedly to be studying for my UT for microbio... the last UT of year 2 and sem... i gave up reading after awhile... my attention shifted to something else... and that's playing a flower shop game... =S i'm not concentrating... although that's the idea of coming to the library to study... oh my.... help!!!! okay... so no one's gonna help me... *sigh* so now... i'm back to the intention of studying... or at least a little understanding of what i've been doing for the past few lessons... i don't wanna have an F in my grades... Cell Culture UT3's grade was really a shocker to me... a F appeared and i almost choked... somehow my answers didn't make sense anymore when i saw them again... it's scary... and i can't let that happen again... that's the first F i ever gotten for 4 whole sems... scary... anyways... hopefully that'll be the last of the Fs coming my way... i can't let that happen... that's why i'm gonna start studying like hell again... =X i'm gonna go mad one of these days till i'm out of school... =S

went and help out at the open house yesterday... and it wasn't that much fun... it's not as happening as last year i must say... everything was quiet and not much activity going on... except of course when i'm at the SAS booth with my classmates then we started all the nonsense... talking rubbish... poking around... disturbing the facs on duty or off duty... and time past real fast there... it's kinda surprising... i almost didn't turn up for this thingy... partly cos i couldn't get up... and when i did... i would be late... but i took a cab down... and needed Jasmine to pay for my cab fare... cos i didn't have cash with me.. i actually didn't want her to pay for me... cos i just didn't like the idea of it... but she insisted... so i had no choice but to come... i just don't have the enthusiasm of hers to attend such school events i guess... sure i did sign up... but somehow when the day comes... i just don't feel like going... it's not very appealing in the end... call me irresponsible or what... but sometimes it's just like that... not everytime enthusiasm hits me... especially when it comes to going back to school during a break... no one in the right mind would do that except school lovers... i obviously dread going to school... it's just not in my like list... *shrugs*

supper with tashie later... =) with joyce... =)) it's double the smiles for me... and joyce's coming to the library first to do some studying too... hopefully when she's here... i would suddenly get into the studying mode again... *silly grin* it's nice to have a studying partner sometimes... hehe... so that when it gets boring... there'll be some company... =D