the 16th of November 2006... Hamstie left me unexpectedly... i've never felt such sadness before for my hamsters... but he's a special one... i don't know why... somehow he makes me happy whenever i play with him or just disturb him from his sleep for the sake of doing it... he puts a smile on my face even when i'm down... but he's gone now... and i miss him... it's been 2 days... yet i still can't get over it... he may be just another rodent... but to me.. he's like Coco... he's more than that... he's like family... 2 and half years... all the nonsense and fun i had with him... no matter how busy i got... i'll find time to take him out and let him run around... i miss my baobei hamstie... =((((( but he's coming back no more... =(( a day after his death... i saw a rainbow unexpectedly in school... it wasn't raining or anything.. yet a big nice rainbow appeared... i guess it's a sign telling me that Baobei's doing fine up there... but i still feel want him to be here with me... =( sigh...

chao... bon nuit... i'm tired... physically... mentally.... emotionally... argh!!!